Iv started writing these poems to show people how I feel, as it's easier to put it down for them to see, that the pain inside me is real, even if they can't see it when they look at me. Cause I'm not that strong, not that strong at all, cause since you've been gone, all I wanna do is curl up in to a ball. They all ask if I'm alright, and I feel I need to say yes, I save my tears for the night, and hide the pain in my chest. It's been tough since you been gone, and I wish everyday you were still here, I know your memory lives on, but all I really want is to hold you near. I will always remember every little bit of you, from your head down to your toes, that your favourite colour was blue, and you had the most beautiful nose. For now I'll let u play up on the clouds, one day I'll play there too, but for now I'm not allowed, as the other angels only want you!