Im scattered around like a broken jigsaw, taken apart like Iv been attacked by a maniac with a chain saw. I'm now a puzzle that will have to wait to be finished, because a massive part of me has vanished. It's a part that won't stop me being able to live my life, the same part missing in me is also missing in my wife. For now I will have to wait to find, the piece that's missing in my heart and mind. I know I'll get that piece of me back, and until then I'll pull myself together and try not to crack. I know that the day will come, when Lexi is back in the arms of her dad and mum.